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seeya there~!

how much can dota affect you anyways?

tell you, a hell lot. =x actually it all depends on the person playing it. but as for me, i seriously can't take it anymore. because of that dumb irritating game, i got lousy marks in my SA1. because of that dumb irritating game, my parents kept on scolding and forcing me to buck up my maths. because of that dumb irritating game, relations between people around me would hav worsen alot, or so i think it has. However, even though i say it's a dumb and irritating game, i still play it in the end. self-control requires it. none of it, is what i have.

dota aside, i feel that another factor has greatly affect my life. parents. all of us have parents. some of them are good, they do things for you, practically EVERYTHING. some others leave you alone, allowing you to grow up independantly(seesh. dunoe sp error), and let that little brain of yours work it out. coming into your life from time to time to give you aid whenever needed. the last type, or which i think it is, is the type that completely washes their hands off you. not even bothering to buy you pampers, the most basic things of all.

but wait, what are your parents like? mine? i'm not too sure. gut feeling tells me that they want to be 2nd type. HOWEVER, half-way thru, they realise that they can't do it. and so, they metamorphed into the first category. which totally sucks. BIG TIME. lol xD they force you to do things. follow their way, not allowing any slight changes at all. and then, soon enough, i will think "why not they go for the exam for me anyways?"

ahhh. now they see the difference. just a few days ago, they reprimanded me like who knows wad. then ya-da all the way. xD

hahahahas. seriously, what's that feeling like? going dota now!? lmao. i think i am. =x

alas. PTM is over!

whahaha. woots xD. not that bad actually. cause mr cha help me put in alotALOT of good words. hehehs. crap. i really can't multi-task. erms. i think later at nite den i come back again? hahaha . yups. cya later.

aiyah. last few days got back SA1 results. realised it was seroiusly damn sucky. even though got some subjects get above expectations, but the rest that i expected will do well one wasn't as expected.

damn shit one la. but then i got study one wad. dunoe why do so badly some more. got study, got revise. maybe cause didn't do enough ba. during exams still go play wad soccer and dota. all the stupid games. -.- just read mx's blog and realise his condition also dunoe why like mine like that.

in 3e1, during tests and stuff, usually is either me and him do badly de. then the sherman and weizhong some what like pangseh, do so well. sherman is so pro one lor. he still say he maple during exams.. then still can study so well. ahlamak, i wan get tuition!!

dot. i think is also of beliefs? ahh, mus reminisce the days of AKLTG. must have the correct beliefs then work towards it. maths maths maths. last time in pri school i still can do quite well one. but then now secondary school, dunoe why so bad le. fail both e and a maths. cause from the start of the year i knew i can't make it one. maths is like total loser to me la. wtf...


aiyah. knn can liao la. LOL. dun even dare to show my parents the white form lah. hahas. and later when they collect the report books, wonder what are they going to nag at me this time. aiyah. i feel like dropping a maths leh. all the stupid maths stuff, don't know why always can't remember. and then when i asked mr cha about which teacher is going to talk to our parents, he said both. like wth? and he say that i'm more of a language person than a maths person? LOL. my english this time so sucky and hist+ss so suck some more. plus geog fail. what the f*ck?

haha. i'm quite happy actually. at least i'm addicted to something, rather than nothing. at least there's something for me to look forward to, rather than NONE. speaking of which, nothing really keeps me bored. cause when there's nothing, i'd jus be wasting my life away! LOL

haha. yar. good, at least i'm making improvements. hahaaa. today school bazarr. was like going around disturbing other people. play RUBBER with the e2 guys. RUBBEr? omfg. that's like so primary school time la. those country eraser den push here and there to win. LOL. then go over to haikal shaz there, only to get chased away by the security guard aka shazni. LOL. lame shit.

then go e3. wah, their choco fudge damn nice la. got fountain some more. hahah . kop alots and bought some too, thks to zhi hao. -.-. thn walks over to e4 one. LOL. weiliang store man. we go over wan try play, but then no one come and zao hu us. hahah. so in the end dun hav lor.

gahh, shiat. sorry 3e1. it was a real accident to break the test tube u guys make for mr quek. =x sorry laaa. arr, cause turn around ma. then really bu xiao xin break it. shiat. next time den u all make for him again lorrr. =/

so yupps. next time, when got time, come and update again! whee. =]=]=]=]

the fact that i'm actually adicted to dota only proves one thing. never ever get something called datoes into my face. just like some ketamine or ice, i'll make sure it's gobbled up before i go toilet.


today quite fun ba. go jamming with haikal and shaz they all. kinda noisy infact. not much of a music. haha. but it was still nice la, nice of them who accomodate me which is sucha noob. overall, had fun playing drumbs under haikal's teaching. xD ermm. after that go rotiprata kopitiam chill, then go home liaos. dota, agian as usual.


but then , on the bus i keep on wondering why dota is so fun. like, first thing to do when reach home, is on computer and dota liao. never really thought why i wanted to, just felt like it. never did i realise, why the hell do i actually do this. haha. so much so that i have to come here at night then can blog. xD ahh.


ahhaas. wooo, i made improvements. =]. go sleep all!

hey yo! haha. LMAO. long time no blogg lehh. lols. exam mah. haha. jus had geography paper today. OMG. so hard lar. lols. not THAT hard la, but me, dumb as i can be, go and do 4 questions instead of the expected 3. hahaha. at last few questions i still think why i so rush the rest all so relax one. arrr. dumbass. my fault.


then after school do something for misshuang, thou not completed, hope she'll like it. after that go take bus to wm le. then stupid asses mingxian and sherman, want to know ONE person number also so hard. starting is MINGXIAN tell me crap number, den i call, no such number. then like , wtf. i seriously wan to call this person den u over there kbkp. so nvm lor. ask sherman, den in the end he also tell me wad 3838 number. kb. in the end i call den so paiseh say wrong number. fucker lor. in the end go wm eat abit with them den go liao.


go meet hongqian actionking. LMAO. go westcoast thr duno celebrate weecheng's bdae or isit see wenxiang get bashed. LOL. steal limelight one. -.- so after that tired le go home. play dota lor. lols. really mus stop man. before exam, play dota. DURING exam, play dota. after exam, PLAYDOTA! seriously omfg. mus stop mus stop. hahaha. =]

okay. update like that for now. hope got ppl still come see bah. x=