*beams in glee* gawds. whaad a skin.

ohhhkay. THANKS(: for ur hardwork yupp=D didn't knoe u really mean it. cause i thought you were just kidding me. guess i owe you 2 treats already uhhs. hehhs. thannkiee=D

let's just backtrack alittle. gawds on friday! yupp. friday.. was going fine till mr quek came along. arrgh. then scolds scolds. wish not to elaborate further. and I GOT BETA! wheee. for not buttoning the top button of your shirt when wearing a tie. -.-" oh my gawd. but beta sounds fun. hehhs xD in the end he's not entering it into the computer. awwwws.


thn thn. rushes back home. to get my physics file i owe him. wheew. thn cabbed to school. pok gai. and rushed to put in his pigeon hole. luckily he havn't left school yet. =D hehehehs. then rushes for debate discussion. as usual, i wasn't important. gah, stupid. so just slacked around lohr. and i seriously don't think i have the ability to do it lahr. 3rd speaker is just not my type, not my reign.


but they still forces it upon me. i noe myself best rite, i say no means no whad. dumbo. oh whadver lahhrs. so just continue lohr. till late bout 6. then jalans around the school looking at the uniform groups. wahhs. so fun canns. really regretted not join ncc last time. >< so bout 6 plus leave schoool for westwood sec lehrr. was really not prepared for it lahr. but stilll....


so thn just go. and yup. lost. ahahaa.
from the start the results were known
at the end no surprises unfold
a soldier lost faith in his commander
battle lost even reaching the frontier

fighting was not a problem
overcoming the pain never was
finding faults in everything
is just like geting something out of nothing

man has loyalty to his country
does his best but achieves none
leaving with heads bowed arms akimbo
there's nothing to see but laugh at thee

whee. hope that poem just summarise up whad i feel about it. blahhhr, it just sucks so badly can.

then then. after the whole thing, went home with the team and supporters lohr. really want to thank sebastian and wenxiang they all for coming. at that point of time, i really felt that they were the best that kinda thing. oh, not to forget ximing too. it's like, i'm not that close to them at all. eg, not in 2e3 or whad. but still, they did come to support deb and me. thanks yup(+

then then. go to the bus stop. waits for the oh-so-long bus to come. so while waiting msges lohr. but then, that stupid ever fucking childish charleston go and snatched the phone away just to see my msges. seriously, i thought maybe would be a joke only. so didn't really zui jiu much about it and just demanded it back. but he still didn't give back. so i 'wrestled' with him lahr. then still cannot get it back, he's that fucking big you know.

so then fights. at first was joking joking not that tough one. then after that he passes it on to Jiani cause i was urms, getting stronger liaos. then they start going thru the messages. i was like wtf!!! and was cursing out loud in public liao lar. then was shouting "NO!!" "RETURN LAAAR!!" . but they still continues to read it. and LAUGHES at it somemore. then i pushed charleston and fall down onto the plant thingy. which has lotsa spikes one. was like damn injured lahr.

then tries to get it back. but still passes it around. then they go read thru the fucking messages and contacts. at that point of time the feeling was like unbearable lar. it's like someone puting a hand into you and just pulling out everything . the feeling just sucks big time lar. then charleston was just like pulling me back from them lar.

i didn't really used much strength at all lar. turning a blind eye to the fact that he's still a friend afterall. then, they just read and read. and urgh, seriously canot take it liaos. i could hav just back kick him into the groin and i bet his sperms would just leak out lar. but no, i didn't. cause i still treated him as a friend.

then really couldn't take it liao. i used my whole entire body weight, to pull his head down. down to the ground and attempted to bang his head into the drain metal grills. he's that fuck up. then, JUST THEN, the stupid bitches finally realised that what they've did had just crossed the line and gave the phone back to me.

at that time was like really canot take it liao and so i remember i did shed a tear or so. then i just stood there, by the side of the road, with a dozen pair of eyes staring at me(other school people) and i just cooled down. replying the messages and stuff. then, bus came liao. so just go lor. charleston did attempted to say sorry by putting his hand on my shoulder but i just shrugged it off and pretended he did nothing.

urmm. then went up the bus and cleared the blood and stuff lohr. at the end of the day, he's just sucha sucker. some kind of friend ahrr. think he's physically big so can bully people arrhs. since last year, he's been like beating me at the back, bullying me and stuff but still i didn't do anything. just a form of gesture or smth.

but no, it went on and on. till i couldn't take it any longer. then after that he, madeline and jiani each sent me different sms saying sorry and that they shouldn't have crossed the line and INVADE MY PRIVACY. waaah. SO NOBLE uhhs. if you know this would have happen, then don't do it lar! you think the feeling's very nice? god, hell no.

so ahhr, whadever the case. i don't know what to do liaos. seriously.

ohh. my tagboard changeD! wheeee. dun like the fat old one on this blorg. looks really really outta place. blahr. don't you think this new skin looks like those girls do one? those type when there's the text's,link's all at one side, then the posts on the other side. arr what crap. i've havn't seen a teenage GUY's blog yet! haikal one i dunoe, shazni one i also dunoe, urm.. got any other's to recommend? hehhs. xD

ahh tht's about all. hope you've been entertained by this daily post, which will i guess, will be part of my life from now on. THANKS C=