how much can dota affect you anyways?

tell you, a hell lot. =x actually it all depends on the person playing it. but as for me, i seriously can't take it anymore. because of that dumb irritating game, i got lousy marks in my SA1. because of that dumb irritating game, my parents kept on scolding and forcing me to buck up my maths. because of that dumb irritating game, relations between people around me would hav worsen alot, or so i think it has. However, even though i say it's a dumb and irritating game, i still play it in the end. self-control requires it. none of it, is what i have.

dota aside, i feel that another factor has greatly affect my life. parents. all of us have parents. some of them are good, they do things for you, practically EVERYTHING. some others leave you alone, allowing you to grow up independantly(seesh. dunoe sp error), and let that little brain of yours work it out. coming into your life from time to time to give you aid whenever needed. the last type, or which i think it is, is the type that completely washes their hands off you. not even bothering to buy you pampers, the most basic things of all.

but wait, what are your parents like? mine? i'm not too sure. gut feeling tells me that they want to be 2nd type. HOWEVER, half-way thru, they realise that they can't do it. and so, they metamorphed into the first category. which totally sucks. BIG TIME. lol xD they force you to do things. follow their way, not allowing any slight changes at all. and then, soon enough, i will think "why not they go for the exam for me anyways?"

ahhh. now they see the difference. just a few days ago, they reprimanded me like who knows wad. then ya-da all the way. xD

hahahahas. seriously, what's that feeling like? going dota now!? lmao. i think i am. =x